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Ordinary person not leading an ordinary life as I thought

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

190th days without IAN

life is getting harder and harder for me,,,, suddenly feel that i am just a peasant women... with not much courage... but i have stepped in till now,,, should not U turn.

holding on to the role of breadwinner, father, mother, daughter, sister,, I am so tired..

should I day i just left, I am only worried about amelia, worried on how she face the world w/out me... cant i just shed a tear. now its quite hard, no longer like last time, just few mths changed my style of "tap water" into tighten tap hose. feels more suffocated now...

should i go see a doc, feeling more n more stressful....

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